It’s been a while but I’m glad you came

Godd I haven’t been journaling since…idk, man. A month??? I’ve been THAT boring &uninspired. Sure, most of my pages, in retrospect, are damn emo though I’m not completely gone-case I do have imma-happy-goober entries. So it’s nice to know that I was livin’ the highs &diggin’ dem lows. Right now I’m just neither here nor there.

But ya, I’m so getting my groove back. Till then, here are a few pages.. This goes back from the month of JUNE, baby. Excuse the quality, cause I was (insert excuse here).

I’m learning that there’s something I can’t go without

Sneak preview a bit la eh

“Come on, he obviously felt something for her.” … Idk how to tell them about our connection, like certain phenomena, it resists analysis and proofs. There are different times during the day when I absolutely know he’s thinking about me. I feel like he’s summoning me, silently telling me how much he longs for me too. I keep thinking of what he said to me: “We’ll know when the time is right.” … “You’re sick from this. Look at this - your poor arm. It’s like a stick. She’s not eating. She’s living off her guts.” “That’s not love.”

Spot them difference

LALA’S GOT A NEW TOY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHHAHA.

K here are the last few pages of my Vjrnal:

Excuse the quality hah. NEW CAMERA PENDING WOR.

You are the world within the world that I exist

V.Jnal TIME! (purposely made it to sound like vaginal. Yea I’m sick that way.)

Hoh it’s gotten waaay more thicker than that now(cause this was taken with the Canon 3weeks ago. Aww, I’ll miss taking macro shots.)

The focus is all over the place

Hello. Been down with bad case of cold the past 2days Been one miserable fuck, thank you very much. I had plans for today, but UNFORTUNATELY I had to stay in cause my cold gotten worst in the morning. I couldn’t even find my voice. I’m convinced my nose is permanently disfigured due to the amount of blowing &tissue stuffing(ha ha). But yet again, I am lucky I got really sick on the day I had no class, cause otherwise I would have missed out a lot.

K enough ranting already.

Visual journalIII

VJ II

It’s been awhiiiile…Image heavy!!! As in, 51-images heavy……WAHAHHAHA. Okgo.

My VEEJAY:D

MESS!