From one lame-o to another

I’ve found it. The key to surviving Fucky Thursday(it’s called F.T cause of the crazy 4hours before a decent break) is…a big hearty breakfast &the one standing between breakfast &me, is this wonderful lady otherwise known as Gmum.

With a big hearty breakfast(LOVE GMUM), NOTHING can go wrong To think I’d be late for tutorial, but there I was strolling in, &the class was still outside, waiting for Katijah. 0902. I was like, oh right. PFFT. I don’t need you, AisyaJohari!(cause she was in the cab when she saw me walking to campus which was quite a distance from the bus stop, but simply drove past without picking me up Then again, it would be a little funny if she were to do that, right? HA HA.)

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Guess who I saw today.

Beloved Mr. Syed. Probably the most badass CI a student nurse could ever get!!!!! I’ve forgotten how fricking COOL he is luh. The funny thing was we looked at each other &did this eyebrow thing simultaneously. Like as if we were both too-sexy to acknowledge each other the proper way. Then I was smiling aaaall the way to tutorial. HAIIIIIIIIIII. SYED, SYED. IF WE WERE TO HAVE YOU DURING OUR PRCP, those 3MONTHS WOULD BE DA BOMB.

Guess who else I saw today. LIKE FINALLY.

NOOLS!!!!!!

I think my heart burst &Nools kept running her hand through my hair. I wanted to slap her hand away but at the same time I was thinking, don’t stop.

Note: every Thursday, 10ish, outside lecture hall K

Bye budak rock

“It’s just the four of you girls today is it?” Syed asked.

“Yes. Sya, Zu, La &Sab.” &we put our arms around each other.

Syed, forever amused: “The malay village.”

More like non-chinese village luh can? No this is not a racist entry. It’s chinese new year!

Bark with me if you’re my dog

HAHA my titles don’t make sense I feel sad because tomorrow is my last day in ward37.

HAHAHAHAHA BEDEK SEY.

Must make use of this morning because this is IT. So I was telling myself. Then my doctor finally showed up, clean-shaven(though I prefer him at 7 in the morning…) &in black long sleeves &whatever it was he was wearing I don’t care cause it was his face that matters &his face is perfect. So yuh! I was crazy happy! I was like!!!IDK??? I’ve yet to put it in words but it’s still new to me! Yuh!

So everything was perfect until Syed had to make his entrance right after my doctor did… So imagine my face transition! It was like a brick to my face.

Totally killed the moment luh! If some love song were playing at the background the moment Dr.S appeared, then Syed’s presence totally crashed the record. As in Killed it K-I-L-L killed it.

Haha still had the cheek to ask, “Kenape?” (Guess I made it too damn obvious HAHA!)

Why you asked? Nothing much! You just killed my moment, that’s all!

You have a feeling this is gunna be a crazy entry?

Yea? Yea. Then you feel right.The morning started with bumping into Nools in the train &I thought my day could not get any better. I was wrong &I’m glad I was

It was 0702 when from the corner appeared Dr.S. Macam in a dream, his entrance He was like an angel(ceh wah)…in gray scrubs &stethoscope. &…a pair of slippers. Slippers have never been so sexy on anyone before. (I’m biased, I know.HAHA.)

He passed me by.

I turned to Koh with a dreamy sigh. “My day is complete.”

That flyest thing that makes me lose my mind

It was 0545 when this guy chatted me up at the bus stop that Friday morning. I was like stuffing my face with peanut butter &chocolate sandwich when he sat next to me & was like, “You nurse uh?”

No I’m a freaking mermaid.

“Yes.” I smiled my best I-am-a-nurse-turn-over-let-me-scrub-your-back smile.

He asked me stuff about nursing &I found myself lying through my teeth most of the time. “Yes it’s a great career. Yes, I enjoy it(I do, to an extent). Yes it’s my interest(but not the ultimate). Yes if your sister is into it, you should encourage her(TELL HER TO RUN FOR THE LIFE WHILE SHE STILL CAN).”

I was initially into it myself. But what did I knew then? NADA. Please don’t make the same mistake I did. Nursing is not for the mellow. “You’re too creative to be a nurse,” Lina just got back from NAFA open house &was nagging at me. “What a waste of talent!” THANKS, I THINK? AS IF I’M NOT BEATING MYSELF ENOUGH FOR THAT. Might as well make use of what I have now right? BUT YOU SEE, I WANT TO WANT THIS LIKE THE OTHERS BUT IT’S SO HARD CAUSE I WANT SO MUCH MORE.

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Just when I thought morning was getting rather mundane for me…

Party like an 80’s rockstar

“Each contact with a human being is so rare, so precious, one should preserve it.”

-Anais Nin

Today marked the last day we have the PRCP student nurses with us:’) Will miss Mazuin &Atikah &Ruili. &Mazuin. &Mazuin. &Mazuin.

Actually there’s only 1Mazuin luh. Kthanks

F.A.I.L:DDDDD

Hello

WAHHAH I’M DONE WITH BCLS THEORY TEST. Oh I meant: BCLS INTERNATIONAL THEORY TEST. CAN LERR, CAN PASS le. Chey, confidentiality.

Wtb? Can we get back to proper normal English please k thanks. Omgst luh.

Wait: Last time.

:DDDDDDDDDDD IDK, JUST :DDDDDD

I stank. No matter how many times I bathe. Ok I got the coolest wound dressing today Thanks to Sab For like giving me the opportunity because shit like this don’t come everyday. Later than I elaborate luh ok dogs?

I am very lucky because I kanna Elaine &Bilcy two days in the beepin’row. Rocks, I tell ya. Like this I can go on forever

Syed allocated us dates to present our case study. Managed to bargain with him till I got Tuesday next week Awright! Life is good &Syed is the best.

Elbows up &side to side

I meant to get up a wee bit earlier(it’s 0911 now) to finish up my case study(more like, to START on my case study), but I kept pressing the Snoozio(snooze) &here I am. 2hours later. BLOGGING SOME MORE, WTB???????

Once a beep, always a beep.

Misery loves company

It was a bit before 9pm. Xinyu &I were sitting by the counter &we saw this lady pushing someone on a wheelchair. The first thing on our minds: “Oh no! New admission!”

“Team 1, team 1,” we were both chanting. HAha! Cause we are both team2 & 3 respectively luh. Our prayers were answered &the old man was pushed into team1.

Skali it turned out the old man was just one of the patient’s freaking relative. Buat suspense jer…

Bed11 kept pressing the call bell &we were all obliged to answer to her. Until the time showed 9pm Later, alligator.

Wah, it’s like the end of the week liao. Fast. Next week’s gunna be a stressful one, cause I’d be going back to school for exams on the Wednesday &Friday:’( &uhm I’m switched to Team3 with Durrani that fag. NOT looking forward. Dude, I’d rather work alone sey. Oh well, plus side? I won’t have to face him for break &hear him talk shit>:F Can have lunch with Eve &maybe Mazuin!!<3

She’s so smooth, man.

Rice not included

24January

“Du, bringing bekal today?”
“Maybe. Why. Wanna bring for me uh?”
“Can, if you no shame, I will bring for you.”

Later during shift:

“So what lauk you bring for me?”

I started freaking out.

“Ok, drink on me today ok?”

Full fledged panic.

Later during break. In the tea room.

“Yay, nasik.”

Gulp. “Du…… I didn’t bring you anything.”

I tell ya, no appetite sey just now because of that(until Elaine came &sat across me at lunch). HAHA, not my fault he took me seriously! Ok, actually my bad luh. I didn’t take Him seriously. How was I supposed to know!!! It’s not easy to take someone like him seriously. Seriously. Nevertheless I felt terrible &therefore obliged to be nicer to him. Drinks on me tomorrow hor. Throw in 2pieces of garlic bread while at it. Our boy loves it.

Speaking of which, this young female doctor gave her number to him Steady kacang! I asked if he was gunna keep it. Another young even better-looking female doctor happened to walk pass. We stared after her, then back at each other, grinning so much it hurt.

“If I got hers, I’ll throw this away,” said he.

High-five, hoe.

There’s something about Syed

Like there’s no tomorrow…… But yuh! Love his expression! Haha! The fierce determination, yet very polite. My face when I was waiting for my turn to do a drain-removal dressing, only to find out someone else had beat me to it… It’s cool, it’s cool! It’s her patient anyway. (Team2 relak, I tell you.)

Time don’t seem to fly anymore… 8am &Mazuin &I were like wtf?(Ok, I wtf-ed). Seemed like we’ve done so much, but it had only been 60sad minutes? “Ward37 nyer clock in coma kepe.”

Nak cakap I don’t have fun, that would be a lie. …

Early in the morning, there was a mini confusion between Eve, Du &me:

Du: “Eh. I owe you $2 for the drink yesterday right?”

Me: “Eh. I thought I owe You? Remember when you were carrying my Mee Siam, you asked me to hold your $10? Well I slipped it in my pockets &I didn’t quite return you. That was the money I used to pay our drinks.” (Haha, Lela bastard:D)

Du gave me the Durrani grin: “That’s Evelyn’s $10.”

Me: “No-fucking-wonder.”

Then Eve was like, “Huh? Apa nie?” cause we were conversing in malay &everything.

Me: “So actually we owe Evelyn???”

At this point, both Du &I were holding out $10 &we were like, eh? Who owe who now??? Cause yesterday lunch was on Evelyn’s. &drinks supposedly on me luh. But I had used Eve’s, thinking it was Du’s. Do the math. I’m doing the math, &HAHAHA ok so I don’t owe Du anything since it’s not his money. But I owe Eve $10 right? Ok so correct lor. Cause in the end, I gave her my $10. More like, she grabbed it from me. Ok, come to think of it… So straightforward! Why the big hoo-ha so early in the morning, giving every body a migraine before we even started our shift! Exactly; it was in the morning like 6:50????

Mee siam? Or mee rebus.

Trying to imagine Du at the library in school, studying as we speak

Nah. Cannot make it.

When am I gunna start studying? :O Alar later uh. I’ve Mr.Syed’s case study to do.

My Mp3 fucked up on me so I was stoning at the stop, waiting for stupid bus number 5, forever taking forever. Then Du catch up with me. Baru nak stone… He was heading school to study(*groan).

I want to be a blue crayon

Beautiful beautiful weather outside lei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too bad my camera in coma, or else I’d shot one, or even a dozen. Can the sky get any bluer?????? &I love the green against the blue…it’s brilliant. Great day to be alive.

We were having breakfast cum lunch outside today(ignore the fact that the mortuary is kindar just beside us), &we were all very silent. Idk about them, but I was really admiring the sky. &I was thinking, so life sucks kindar, &attachment can be a dreaded chore, but the mere fact that we’re alive right now??? Man, that’s gotta count for something right??? Life sucks, but it’s still a gift. &days like these???Screw everything else.

When Durrani told me that Aisyah Johari &Zu are on afternoon, &it’s just gunna be me, him, Eve, Yaling &Xinyu, I was heartbroken. 2of my favorite girls???Not gunna be around??? I wanna go home already.

But it didn’t turned out so bad. I guess. I’ve been to worst first day