Pain, make your way to me, to me
August 15, 2008
That’s What You Get - Paramore
No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can’t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away with the sound of its beating.
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
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This song had been the soundtrack of the last few days in school. (However, we only sang that phrase cause that’s the only words that we know. Well, for the record, they sang those phrases quite a lot anyways!)
“That’s what you get when you let your heart win. WHOA. That’s what you get when you let your heart win, WHOA.”
“What do you get when you let your heart win?” Zaf had said at one point.
Without missing a beat, I said, “You become a loser like me.”
You know, sometimes the first words that come out of your mouth are really like straight from the heart? Sad.
My heart wins all the time.
Had always won all the time.
Well I’m sick of it. I’m finally telling me to fucking take a break :\
When I just want you to love me back
August 13, 2008
All over you - Spill Canvas
Yeah, he’s a looker but I really think it’s guts that matter most.
I displayed them for you.
Strung out about from coast to coast.
I am easily make believe.
Just dress me up in what you want me to be.
I’ll take back what I’ve been saying,
For quite some time now.
I’ve gotta feel you in my bones again.
I’m all over you.
I’m not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again.
I’m all over you.
I’m not over you.
My neighbours can see my tits, well he will survive it
July 16, 2008
Another thing to add to my before-I-mati list: grab a couple of sexy, (daring, nothing-better-to-do) friends &make a video to Stereo Total’s I Am Naked [Ich Bin Nackt].
Don’t ask how I came across it la eh 
Just put it this way: I pulled a Joan 
I am naked… mmh mmh
All naked… so what?
That’s the way my mother made me, okay?
German version here!!!!!
The world was full of wonder till you open my eyes
June 10, 2008
There’s a hole in your logic
You who know all the answers
ernest says:
hows life
ernest says:
so long never talk to me
tell ur bf I said thanks says:
hahaha
tell ur bf I said thanks says:
aww
tell ur bf I said thanks says:
i miss u too
tell ur bf I said thanks says:
GRADUATED ALR SIA U WAAAAAAAAH
ernest says:
ya la
ernest says:
hahaha
I miss Ernest!!!!!!!!!
He’s the only best thing about secondary school About the 14year old me. If I could have a conversation with me, &I had to say one good thing that I did right, that was getting to know him 
EH IT’S A BIG DEAL, OK. ERNEST WAS LIKE SENIOR &I WAS LIKE NOBODY BUT DID I CARE NOOOOOOOOOOOO. LOOK WHERE THAT GOT ME NOW:DDDD
Sure, sometimes I brag about Peirce 
But I only do that cause it annoys Zafira HA-HA. Other than that, I’m not proud of it, not my 4years there… In fact, I hate it. I don’t necessary regret it, but I just hate it. Nothing personal. It’s just Lela. HAHAHA.
The bra strap
May 20, 2008
THE HELL?????? I’m screaming. In my head, I’m screaming.
Beep beep on it now there goes my phone
&once again I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
W.T.F. THIS SONG. OUR SONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG????????????????? It’s so creepy, cause we were texting &this song was playing &it was my first time listening to it, &I was paying attention to the words &everything &the chorus hurt like a private wound.
And Maybe Its True Im Stuck Up On You
Maybe In A While You’ll Be Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Its All, Its All In My Head
Maybe We’ll Await On Words We Both Hadnt Said
The. Hell.
Thanks eh, Mr. Jay Sean. I guess?
Post cards, throwing darts, side kicks and super marts
April 5, 2008
You can’t see this, unless you’re a wordpresser. But whoa~ wordpress’ revamped!! NEAT. Me likey 
It’s all blue &everything. Kthen, this is for you.
The Last Goodnight - Stay Beautiful
Sunday morning at the door
You were coming back for more
Hello it’s me again
March 22, 2008
Schuyler Fisk - Hello
Hello it’s me again/a whole lot’s changed since i left and/i don’t know i guess i felt like checking in
i wonder who you’re loving now
i’m guessing we won’t work things out
I don’t wanna go through life without you by my side
March 3, 2008
And I have got it all worked out
In my head
Here’s how it’s got to be
MY song to wake up to:PPPPP
The weekend in its lack of glory has finally came to a closeWOO!FUCKINGHOO! I am GLAD. I LOVE MONDAYS> YES YES YES YES YES.
It’s just that my weekend sucked. I was miserable cause I fell ill(I DID I DID I DID, HENCE ENTRYLESS ON FRIDAY). Then again, I wasn’t exactly miserable because of the fever &the diarrhea(hey, guess the 2years of going medical really help in spelling diarrhea without help of the spellcheck), I was miserable because…… of…something else. Something else which was like a brick to my face.
It’s only when you’re sick, do you really come to appreciate your health. &LIFE! &of course, you get to see who really cares. Ok, everybody really cares luh, but who’d go the extra mile. &then there are those who’s a bit shy to go the extra mile It’s ok! I understand. Haha I also shy &I think it’s better this way.
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I’m a new soul
February 23, 2008
Thanks, Atiah!
pfft says:
lol i told my sster i downloded that song.. the new soul song..and shes like which?? im like u know.. the one when you listen to it you look stupid
pfft says:
and shes like i dunno..and i play it..and she starts smiling and waving her hands side to side.. point proven!
HAHAHAHHA! She’s not kidding! I swear!!! I bet on my gdad’s imitation adidas shorts you’d lose it. I listened to it &I was grinning like a fucky lunatic. Especially the part Yael Naim goes, lalalala~! Makes you wanna grab the hands of the person next to you &dance &skip around barefooted in your PJs. Not the hysterical my-butt’s-on-fire way, but the (insert best friend’s name)-is-here-to-play!!!!! kindar way Think Barney &friends. HAHA!
Haven’t felt like that for a while.
Check it check it check it out!
Like a gallstone, it’ll pass
February 15, 2008
Idk why, but this song has been stuck in my head the whole day today. Was humming it while sitting for my paper this afternoon. “You’re so gay &you don’t even like boys…no you don’t even like, no you don’t even like, no you don’t even liiiiiike boys…“
Might as well share it with you If you like this song, check her out on myspace. &google the lyrics, while at it. Hilarious shit.
Medsurg paper just now can kiss my ass luh, k?
Near to you
February 14, 2008
This is me at my most unmotivated. You can tell, can’t ya? 
I just want exams to be over &fucking done with. Especially Medsurg. I realized it’s quite a bitch, this module.
“This module…easy to fail.”
Thanks uh, Jolene/Irene/whoever the lecturer was.
“It’s easy to pass luh…just bring out the nurse in you.”
Dang gots to dig deep.
You have a feeling this is gunna be a crazy entry?
February 4, 2008
Yea? Yea. Then you feel right.The morning started with bumping into Nools in the train &I thought my day could not get any better. I was wrong &I’m glad I was
It was 0702 when from the corner appeared Dr.S. Macam in a dream, his entrance He was like an angel(ceh wah)…in gray scrubs &stethoscope. &…a pair of slippers. Slippers have never been so sexy on anyone before. (I’m biased, I know.HAHA.)
He passed me by.
I turned to Koh with a dreamy sigh. “My day is complete.”
