Gray is not a feeling

It’s Monday la.

I wore black today.

My insane woman wore black today.

My Caramel Frappe also wore black today.

Mother of all shakey shots.

Odd one out:

Alalalala!! Aww, hey, there’s a reason why you’re my personal sun la, Aisya Farid

Reckless abandon

When?

Ahhaaaaaaa. Just kidding. Life can’t be any more sweeter.

What? I’m a fucking optimist.

DUUUUDEEEE. Khatijah’s ‘Building Healthy Relationship’ ICA &Clemau’s Alienation ICA presentation DONE, BABY! Both very positive remarks, YESSA. Gots to thank Nools for ..her references Wouldn’t have done Alienation without her, seriously. &then there’s US. We put our heart &soul into it. Sweat, tears &BLOOD. Don’t ask.

We all knew how Khatijah is Well CGH-clan should know, cause we had her as our CI not once but twice &she scares the living hell outtarf us. I’m saying she has admirable qualities &I respect her a great deal. Anyways, I like Khatijah. BUT WHY IS IT EVERYTIME WE SEE HER, WE FREEZE UP. No wonder when she suggested to us to come up with an “impromptu skit”, we simply left it to spontaneity(&the almighty above) &did it right there &then. Why? Because she said so.

Dude, she could have just said, “Balance the table and chairs on your head” for all I care, her wish is our command. Do it, or die trying.

Oh ya sidetrack a bit. ELJAY UPDATED. HERE!

K Come back.

A rush

All I remembered about today was…

Studying.

Picture that

How many Lelas do you know?

Tomorrow is our VRE MANAGEMENT PRESENT-FUCKING-ATION. MUST. KICK. ASS.

Tired uh. Ok, I promise. THE LAST MY FUCKING 19th ENTRY. Hehe.

Anyone else find this picture funny?

Bad influence

Gelare-d with Kama. It was sweet, spontaneous, &utterly sinful. Now I cannot. Stand. The. Sight. Of. Another. Chocolate. Omg. (ILY, Kama.)

Yea I know, I haven’t quite finish with my fucking 19th. HA HA. I know-_- ARE YOU TIRED OF LALA YET? Where was I? Oh ya, ok. So the Kaku dropped by, supposedly to surprise me. The only thing surprising was how sociable we all became. Thank god nobody made anybody’s life difficult. I guess Hannan wasn’t kidding when he said he was hungry. My boys attacked the chicken like they hadn’t eaten for days. Hannan got the biggest piece…not that I minded EAT AWAY. I ate too, but like I told them, I’m not tasting anything I’m just stuffing my face for the sake of stuffing.

Then they started telling me how the whole surprise was painstakingly planned out, although I apologize I wasn’t 100% with them. The whole thing was so surreal la! So I kept getting distracted. In my head I kept thinking WHOAAAAA IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING?

Have I told you guys how nice all of us were? Like advanced humans. Everyone was so welcoming &so warm &so well-behaved. Of course, until we started playing games.

It’s my party &I’ll cry if I want to

Speaking of cry…DAAYMN LA. Tak pernah aku menangis se-burok itu. Like sobbing uncontrollably. &every time I told myself to STOP, it only made it worst. Felt like my chest was gunna tear &I was gunna start hemorrhaging from my eyes. &then Lidan came &said Ng had arrived.

“Lela, wait. Let me look at your face.”

I looked at Zaf. (I even smiled as if to go, how’d I look?)

“Shit.” Zaf took a tissue &wiped off all traces of smudged eyeliner. If only she could wipe off the pain &hurt &anger all of us were feeling.

But all is good now Friends don’t stay mad at each other for long la. We love one another too damn much:’)

“Why did you cry?” Zaf had to ask later that day, over BK. She was smiling. I think she wanted to laugh. In retrospect, ya it’s kindar..humourously uncharacteristic? Of me? Being very controlled &all. You should have seen their faces when I broke down right there &then. Eyeliner running. Hilang all traces of COOL.

It’s simple. I cried because she cried. Her pain was my pain, even though we were kindar..the cause of it. Seeing her tears, it killed me. Break my heart for what break yours, they say.

Idk wtf was going on during lab today hahahahahhahahahhaha. In one ear, out the other. We were fasting, Farid, Zaf &I. In the end, me &Zaf decided to break our fast at Novena, BK. We stayed there for over an hour.(BUMPED INTO NANA<3333333333333). Then we went TTSH, cause we can. Wondered if Rasheedi was working, he wasn’t. We left TTSH for our separate ways at 9:30pm.

NOW THAT ASIDE:

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Lina is not a minah rep!!whatever that means.

“Hidung macam Squidward.”
“Squidward kepe..”

I’m so androgynous…:/ A friend of Lina (on msn) was like (to a picture of us): “Boyfriend eh?” UH NO? ONLY THE BEST SISTER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

Camera shopping PARTII. Was introduced to a Canon EOS 400D pulakkkkk, which is selling for $850……… Fuck la, can? Another potential husband, as I was telling Ry. I DIDN’T ASK FOR THIIIISSSSSS. (Bless Ry for staying up last night &despite her workload, kindar like RESEARCHING for me which camera to buy. &then spamming my cell……at 2am… “I don’t want you to marry the wrong guy;)” AWWWW<3)

How much I dreaded going back to school today. Stupid projects.

“You look higher,” Lidan was saying.

“I look higher?” I perked. “You mean taller?”

“No no.”

I strained to listen.

“Tired. I said tired.”

“OH.” Resumed bored face. Damn.

Take1

It’s never gunna be that simple

IT’S VESAK DAY! I love public holidays

Went out with Killer. Chilled out at this park, which I don’t mind going again. I HAVE TO. THIS TIME, WITH A FULL-CHARGED BATTERIES PLUS FULL-CHARGED SPARE ONES ON STAND BY. Gosh, I can damn stupid sometimes. Trust me to NOT bring spares. I managed to shoot for a while before my Canon died on me, then I had to rely on my 1.3mp motorazr:’(

You should have seen me go when the low-batts icon started flashing on the screen. I was like, FUCK! Then I forget about focus &settings. I turned the camera off after a shot. Saw something. On. Shoot. Off. Walked some more. Stopped. On. Shoot. Off. Normally I’d take my time… but desperate times call for desperate measures. Not so happy with the end results, but I’ll share them anyways.Formal shots at FLICKR. Crazy ones below:

What do you get when you hand a baby a baseball bat

So we gave Baby Ishak Wong something new to play with THE LAPTOP WAAAAAAHAH. Except he treats it like a drum. Whatever. Anything is better than a bat. So what if it’s made of rubber. IT HURTS OK!!!……………………………speaking from first hand experience.

He took over my conversation with Miss Ali &it went like this:

x aspho x says:
lela!
x aspho x says:
do u need children’s book?

pushing luck says:

pushing luck says:

pushing luck says:
sorry
pushing luck says:
uhm, not for the mment
pushing luck says:
tPT ptpptxptpt- e
pushing luck says:
rrrrrrfffm v].\
pushing luck says:
p-00-hy/ c/hgtfrtmkl,.;’/.lkjuhgtfsenmjbhytgfr
pushing luck says:
i
pushing luck says:
fc ….u7tfvrnh6n

x aspho x says:
huhhhh

HAHAHAHHA CUTE LUH KAU, Wong.

Happy Mother’s Day

Pikcha Post!

Let you catch what you’ve been missing

Lela’s found, yaw.

Yea, you need to be lost before you’re found &indeed I’ve been lost the past few days. Maybe you noticed, maybe you don’t. &that’s for me to know &for you to find out. But the important thing is, I’m back Hoh yea! I think lunch with the Usual Sunday People does wonders. Thanks, I love my two whacked sisters. &oh I think I’m going somewhere with my Cleft Lip presentation &I’m hoping to start on my Laryngo soon with the group. In other words I’ve been productive! Even started studying for this Wednesday’s theory test already. Not bad, ey! Amidst the shit in my head &everything.

How does it fucking feel like?

tabsy-*]] aiyahsmitten.livejournal.com says:
LELA
tabsy-*]] aiyahsmitten.livejournal.com says:
you;ll be very pleased! haha
tabsy-*]] aiyahsmitten.livejournal.com says:
everyone who’s seen the blogshop says the photography rocks

sex, lies &audiotapes says:
REALLY???????
sex, lies &audiotapes says:
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

K. HAHAHAHA. LELA NO SHAME. MUST TELL WHOLE WORLD. Alar, nothing special. I’m just damn lucky…in a sense that I didn’t even have to do much…just shoot. Uh-oh. My secret..is out…….HAHAHAA. K…I must start charging nevertheless. NO LUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Just treat me Icekimo HOR, TABITHA/SAFFIE?????? BRING MICHELLE PLEASE. Ceh, carik kesempatan.

I went to the zoo with Ali, Nana &Meya. The new sinGIRLSSSSSSS. Hear that? So any goodlooking guys out there(we’re superficial that way). If you want their numbers, go ahead. BUT MUST GO THROUGH ME FIRST. CEH. LELA PIMP KEPE.

So yea. Went to the zoo.

Zoo was the last place I thought I’d for to for a photoshoot luh. But Nana offered to pay for my entrance anyhoo Fees luh kononssss. Lela asshole that way ANYWHORE. K. Not bad luh zoo!!!!1 Last I went was with Ryanne like 2006?? A BLAST:PPPP Cause we hadn’t been there since primary school so it was like damn memorable luh. &I remember Hannan &I already made plans to go there when we’re much much older. Like in 2012? (I’m sure by then he’ll be free…………………….:X)

K. Sorry Mary. Sided-track…

In the end it’s not really a photoshoot photoshoot But just girls having fun.