Disneyland is not a country please
August 13, 2008
Thank you very nice cause I cannot induce any more humiliation upon myself after what happened today. I cannot face nobody!!!!!!!!!!! If only you were a stranger I could disengage. The word Fuck was very visibly etched on my face, evaporating from every pore. Seriously let me just cry right now. Better yet. Just let me be in solitary. Hey. Solitary requires a certain confidence k. Loners are way cooler than you think. Don’t look up just let them think there’s no place else you’d rather be. Sure it gets a bit quiet in here. ESPECIALLY SINCE MY MP3 ROSAK CAUSE SYAKI DROPPED IT INTO A CUP OF MILO. THANKS EH. I’m wireless-less &mp3less.
Yea I’m in school right now. Using the Eplaza. I’m still an NYP student til graduation next year k. (Wah. Exam belom dah think about graduation. Onward, Lela!)
I saw Dr. P just now:*) He had me at hello. He always have me at hello. That, or when he’s doing his runs:*)
Sab’s in the library. With her friend. Urmph.
Nevertheless, my morning had been pretty meaningful(1:50pm right now) &I ain’t talking about the mugging.
“Wait. Before that, what day is it today?”
July 29, 2008
It’s Tuesday. SO WE GELARE-D! Cannot face another chocolate for the next 2weeks la, please. (Yea right.) This is kindar like a celebration la. Since we’re finished with our assessment, &we’re about done with our presentations.
Actually no la..it just felt funny having nothing to do after school. There was at one point we were like, eh why we stay back uh. Cause we were just too used to leaving the school as late as 8. But it was 2pm &we were like eh wtf??We can go home already!!
We had an (unintentional,) open, controversial conversations about sex, &blow jobs &masturbation while downing ice cream &waffles. Very refreshing=) We’re young &curious. (&one of us?Clueless.HAHA!)
This is the life, I was thinking, &I was downing down ice cubes under the scorching sun with Kama. &now &then eyeing Zaffy &Aisya Farid in amusement as they joked around with one another. Then one of us mentioned something the presentations &we were like, shit! But very leaderly(!?!), I reassured them that we would handle it tomorrow.
I will miss this life.
This morning was like hell. Agaaaaain, I left the house way too early just to get the fuck away from the crazy mother.
Protected: Hey, look. A flying fuck!
July 27, 2008
A rush
July 13, 2008
Cinta mati
July 2, 2008
And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now
Home.
My family can be an annoying bunch. Sometimes I want to run away from them, far far far away. &violently disregard any sort of association with them. Ah, what else is new. (Practice some discretion, guyssss…seriously.)
My friends can be a (cute) annoying bunch as well. Ah, idk how else to put this. My peripheral vision is still pretty much intact, guys. Ehehe. Takpurr la. Looking forward to..this Saturday.
“Have a good weekend, guys!” Wee exclaimed before she left. I was like, pfft. But Zaf was all optimistic. “Of course,” she said with a conspiratorial wink. Then I reflected: “OH YA HOR.” Zaf found it terribly amusing that SHE had to remind me of my birthday. Wow. I guess I’m way too caught up with bullshit that is school &presentation.
Speaking of which:
dkgjsakgj kasjg a’gksfgagjsjn jgsajgajg ajfojghfgajkg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!x1928u curyh!
K moving on 
This is my 304th entry, damn it
June 21, 2008
Dear Lina, how’s Hong Kong? Guess you’ll be home tomorrow 
So many things have happened this week. Hmm, my phone was stolen. &I bought a new camera! I’m into origami hearts(folded my 67th), Kila’s into sewing cause she managed to fix Gmum’s old sewing machine &now she’s pinned(ha-ha). No, I definitely haven’t turned your bed into my little creative zone. Are you kidding? Your bed’s supposedly off limits, right?
Other plans
June 17, 2008
Wow first you stole my phone &now you introduced virus into my thumbdrive. I cannot open any files. &most importantly, the REPORT we painstakingly did at Kama’s place..GONE. LIKE THAT. LIKE MY PHONE. GONE. NOW WE HAVE TO START FROM SCRATCH, EXCEPT I’M ON MY OWN. THANKS A LOT, FUCK. PLEASE COME AGAIN. Not.
Now that’s out of the system
So empty without a phone. Hmm. Wonder if anyone’s tryna get through to me(Harith?Nah. Rasheedi la, probably. Nehmind la, you &Hannan go have some guy-time later. Uhm..)
I went to get my Sim card today with Momster erry-erry in the morning. Momster is your typical Singaporean. Kiasu nak mampos. So hello!singtel opens at 11, but we were there at 9.
“You have any idea how longgg the queue gets?” she was saying.
“Awwww. Now what are we gunna do for the next2hours????” The mere thought of spending them with Momster made me nauseous. I’ve nowhere to hide. No phone, no mp3(she rushed me in the morning). It was just me &mother. We used to be cool with this mother-daughter shit, but idk, these days I’m very irritated by her &she by me. I’d be making faces behind her back &sometimes deliberately in front of her &she in retaliation would mock-hit me. But sometimes, she over exaggerates &her fist had once or twice or thirteen times really come in contact with my eye/nose/ear/mouth. I’ve been fantasizing of calling up the child abuse hotline.
“Let’s have breakfast at Banquet.”
Oh god.
Lina has left the building
June 15, 2008
Let me say it again: Lina has fucking left the building. She will be deeply missed..(YAY I CAN HAVE HER BED FOR THE NEXT 7DAYS WAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAA)
Anybody watch Contender Asia? The web exclusives are better than the actual show lei! K. Belated gyler babi, I know. DONT BLAME ME I DON’T HAVE AXN. &channel 5 damn WOLS. The finale was back in April, now then show. AIYA. TYPICAL. K WHATEVS. Bear with me for a while. This is gunna be a crazy entry.
Stop &go
June 13, 2008
epitome of a great date is to spend it with her says:
anw, i need ur help w the FYP shit
leave her whilst you at it says:
irgh
leave her whilst you at it says:
thanks for shitting on my friday
Ah. My friday…
I’m such a shitty leader, cause I’ll be like doing the things on my own………:O Zaffy has to keep reminding me that we’re a group so we must do as a group. I’d be like, ya sure no problem I’ll call ya when I need any help &I bet she’d be like: NO. DO YOU OR DO YOU NOT GRASP THE CONCEPT OF GROUPSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Hahaah…… -No, I don’t.
I’m aware Nana &friends are having this BBQ at ECP as I’m typing this. Sorry I couldn’t be there 
Nana probably has thrown in the towel, cause I’m always like MIA:O I know this is gunna sound damn tacky, but I’ll make it up to you
Lina is not a minah rep!!whatever that means.
June 10, 2008
“Hidung macam Squidward.”
“Squidward kepe..”
I’m so androgynous…:/ A friend of Lina (on msn) was like (to a picture of us): “Boyfriend eh?” UH NO? ONLY THE BEST SISTER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
Camera shopping PARTII. Was introduced to a Canon EOS 400D pulakkkkk, which is selling for $850……… Fuck la, can? Another potential husband, as I was telling Ry. I DIDN’T ASK FOR THIIIISSSSSS. (Bless Ry for staying up last night &despite her workload, kindar like RESEARCHING for me which camera to buy. &then spamming my cell……at 2am… “I don’t want you to marry the wrong guy;)” AWWWW<3)
How much I dreaded going back to school today. Stupid projects.
“You look higher,” Lidan was saying.
“I look higher?” I perked. “You mean taller?”
“No no.”
I strained to listen.
“Tired. I said tired.”
“OH.” Resumed bored face. Damn.
There is beauty in breakdown
June 6, 2008
That’s one mighty koyok(medicated plaster to relieve muscle aches) right there. Very unprofessionally applied…Haha! I need to revisit my dressing skills la..(tegederm kepe..).
Today’s like the 3rd post-Napfa day lei, but why is it the aches get worse &more unbearable? This morning, I lost all luxury to stretch(stretching does WONDERS, so I learnt from my cats) without getting that achy pain all over, from muscles I never knew I had.
Napfa entry HERE!
This is IT, man. The 2-week vacation is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Vacation my ass.
