I’m learning that there’s something I can’t go without
Sneak preview a bit la eh:D
“Come on, he obviously felt something for her.” … Idk how to tell them about our connection, like certain phenomena, it resists analysis and proofs. There are different times during the day when I absolutely know he’s thinking about me. I feel like he’s summoning me, silently telling me how much he longs for me too. I keep thinking of what he said to me: “We’ll know when the time is right.” … “You’re sick from this. Look at this – your poor arm. It’s like a stick. She’s not eating. She’s living off her guts.” “That’s not love.”
Explains why when my girls notice a hot guy &I totally don’t. Cause I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else. But you. Hai, sad case.
…I think that I’m filtering my interactions with you through a confirmation bias, but on the other hand and equally, I feel that there is actually something that I perceive in your behavior that I feel I can’t be wrong about – my instinct is usually right…&I don’t even know why I’m putting these thoughts down; they seem to be dangerously obsessive…
lelaa!
i just remembered i dreamt that you put my photo in one of your journal pages.
meyaa tak tau maluuuu
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meyaa
July 6, 2008 at 12:44 pm
hahahaha!!!whooooaaa. how did tht come abt 8)
Lela
July 6, 2008 at 12:52 pm
dunno larrrr
maybe i miss you :P
when you miss someone you tend to dream about them(haha buat cerite sendiri)
but yeh, i opened and my photo was right there staring back at me.
and i went “awwwww im so flattered”
(seriously tak tau malu, in the dream at least)
real life i tau maluuu ;)
meyaa
July 6, 2008 at 2:40 pm