There is beauty in breakdown

That’s one mighty koyok(medicated plaster to relieve muscle aches) right there. Very unprofessionally applied…Haha! I need to revisit my dressing skills la..(tegederm kepe..).

Today’s like the 3rd post-Napfa day lei, but why is it the aches get worse &more unbearable? This morning, I lost all luxury to stretch(stretching does WONDERS, so I learnt from my cats) without getting that achy pain all over, from muscles I never knew I had.

Napfa entry HERE!

This is IT, man. The 2-week vacation is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Vacation my ass.

Met Rasheedi after school. FINALLY? Catch up on life. Why is it we always talk about sad stuff????? Well, we are sad. Sad people talk about sad stuff. Duh. But I always learn something new about him every time we meet. &in turn, I also get to learn something new about myself. Idk what I’m talking about here. HAHA.

“Is it obvious that we’re like walking..aimlessly?”

“Yes.”

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Guess who I saw lor. LIKE HALF OF THE KIDS FROM CLASS. At first I spotted Evelyn in the small crowd. But then there was something mockingly familiar about that particular small crowd. THEN I RECOGNISED ONE OF THEM. I looked again. Recognised that girl too. Oh, &the other girl.

Actually, I recognised the WHOLE fucking group.

I approached them lor. Like WTF!are you doing here!!! “GO OUT NEVER AJAK ME.” Idk, they started talking at the same time HAHAHA. SOOOOOOO CUTE LA THEY ALL. But there was this one time, where they just gawked at me like I was expected to break into a dance or something. I think maybe cause they saw I had company.

Eve reckoned he’s kindar cool “No spark? Too close to have spark?” she was teasing. HAHAHAHA if Rash &I were in a relationship, we’d be like the most dull couple? Cause we’re just too damn similar la. In the sense that we’re both incurable idealists at heart.

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I visited Friend at his shop again today! APPARENTLY HE’S TOO BUSY TO ENTERTAIN ME. THE HELL. At least he noticed I entered the shop.

He had a haircut. “You had a haircut. I like it,” I told him, even though I merely just gave it a fleeting glance. He could be botak for all I care. ..No wait, he wouldn’t look nice then… I noticed he didn’t have his earring on no more.

“Whuu? My hair?” I guess he noticed I wasn’t looking at his hair. “Thanks:D” he said anyway.

This customer looked at me like I was interrupting something. So I fucked off, looked around the shop, waited for the customer to fuck off. Rasheedi was browsing. I would have felt bad for pulling him into the shop, but he looked pretty occupied with what’s on display.

“My kind of thing,” he said.

THANK GOD. So while Rash looked around, I looked around to find my guts…………………………………. When eventually did, Friend was STILL busy with customers. IRGH. I’m not used to this.

Ok who is this Friend I’m talking about exactly?

It was a year ago.But if you cbs to read the entry, I’ll just tell you that he used to owe this small shop in this ulu place where nobody knew of. Except me. I always dropped by, cause I thought he had lots of cool skully stuff. I was such a regular that way la, &he’s such a friendly dude. &I love skulls. I bought my skully bag there, &thanks to Momster’s persistence, he sold it to me for less than half the sales price. He looked so defeated when he handed me the bag. I felt bad, so the next day I came over with peace in a form of potato chips(cheapskate, dok. But it’s the thought!).

Ok la. Long story short. I stopped coming to his shop for some reason I suspect school, &skarli one fine day, I decided to pay him a visit, but then found out they demolished the space That was a year ago la.

&THENNNNN, AS IF WE WERE FATEDDDDDDD, A YEAR LATER, that Friday after Seletar Reservoir with Kim…we were hanging out at AMK &something caught my eye.

Skully clothes. I dragged Kim to the shop &we looked around. Searched for the shopkeeper to confirm price. &then did a double take: “I KNOW THAT GUY. …I think.”

I wasn’t 100% sure &I didn’t wanna make an ass of myself just in case I got the wrong guy, but as soon as he saw me his face lit up. “Eh, it’s you! Eh, you remember me or not? Your mother bought a skeleton bag from me for $20.” He made a face.

By chance I was carrying That very bag. His excitement was contagious, mannnn. Like if our exchange were to be written out, it would be all in CAPS. LIKE, “YA OMG SORRY ABOUT THAT. LOOK I STILL HAVE THE BAG.” Showed him the bag.

“EH STILL LIKE BRAND NEW.”

“YUP. A BIT SCRATCHES HERE &THERE BUT YA!”

I promised I’d bring Momster over, but idk, man. Momster is like the last person I wanna be hanging out with right now……………………………(BITCH ALERT BITCH ALERT.) I wish I hadn’t fetched her today. Kanna sound habes2 sey. As in, I totally shit her upside down. She knows what I said was all true, so she just shut up. But she showed it in her face la. That she ain’t happy. I showed it in my face that I don’t give a fuck anymore. We were quiet the rest of the way home.

Gmum noticed my fucked up face when we got back home &didn’t need to say anything. Gave her a big hug… ..&Gdad the green light.