The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly

“Do you think you can get over him?”

“No,” came my reply so spontaneously, I scared myself. Like I didn’t have to think about it. I looked at myself in the mirror, wondering where the fuck it came from. The sound of the flush at the background broke my reverie. The water had stopped running, but my hands were still under the tap. I pressed down the tap again &reached for more soap. That was the third time I washed my hands. I didn’t even use the toilet, really.

“I think you can,” Zaf said, as she got out of the cubicle to wash her hands. “I think you can get over him.”

She sounded so sure that I almost believed her. Thing is, I don’t wanna get over him. He really is the best thing to have ever happen to me.
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Of course, &then there’s my girls

Kesiann my girls. Rushed for 9am tutorial to find out it’s an E-Tutorial. Haii, dah year3 maseh belom menangkap itu concept e-tutorial. Ceh. Melayu kepe.

Andy, please slow down during lecture Or maybe it’s just me. (&Zaf.) HAHAHA. Doesn’t help that we almost always sneak in late &therefore miss the introduction. We’d be like, Eh shit la, what is all of this about!!! &then tried to pay attention above the sound of our munchings..K fine, that’s Our problem

We were extra restless, extra agitated at Yap’s. Didn’t help that Yap was like us in a way……”Good morning students…” she drawled, looking like she’d rather be pulling out her white hairs than faced us. At one point, Zaf &I just ..stoned. Then we’d looked at each other &just laughed like we just cracked a personal joke. Haiii, how can two different people be so similar in myriad ways…… Kama had long gone to ZZzZZtopia. Farid was fooling around with Wewen, Justine &HF behind us. Crazy bunch I tell ya. Soon we joined in.

“Zaf looks like Mr.Bean. Hello Mr.Bean? When you coming up with your next movie?” Wewen was being lame.

“EH! I girl lei! What Mr. Bean!” Zaf said.

“Ok la ok la,” HF came to her comfort. “Mrs. Bean.”

“EHHHHHHHHH.”

“Miss Bean?”

At this point, Kama woke from her snooze. “I heard Dustbin siol.”

“Long bean uh, long bean,” Wewen said. At this point, I couldn’t tahan &just laughed out loud. What the fuck is school without them crazy people.

Farid HAD to ask in the middle of all of it: “Lela what you want for your birthday?”

“Surprise me.”

“What you want for your birthday la!”

“Surprise me la.” (Still quite ok, you know.)

“LALA what you want for your birthday!?!!”

“…SURPRISE ME!!!!!!!!”

Then came in all sorts of different suggestions on what to get me…which I shall not elaborate. Some things should just be left to the imagination. (Later that day, Wany asked me what the fuck was all that about? GUESS WE WERE THAT LOUD. Then after I told her, she was like, “So LELA what you want for your birthday????????” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! TAK PAHAM2! HAHAHHA.)

Yea it was like that. As if the day couldn’t get any better..We totally SLACKED during lab cause Ng is the coolest. She let us off an hour early, dokkkk. Then Vas somehow managed to talk to AndyO &made him cancel today’s tutorial. She’s got the powerrrr!!!! OW!!!!!!! K. I think the words she used were: “Mentor loves mentee.” HAHAHAH. AWWWWW.

Kanna papercut on my finger. Asked for band aid from Kim but she ain’t got any so she kissed the little boo-boo instead. AWWWWWWW.SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING SWEET, CAN? WORTH PROFANITY. Ok, WHAT shit hadn’t worth any profanity in any of my entries, hm? (Alamak, haven’t post pictures from Seletar! SOON ISH!)

Haiii..life, life. Has its highs &its lows. I’m just ridin’ it, babe. Ridin’it.