Delicious ambiguity

Lela: Aww you miss your mummy. You’re SOOOOOO cute tht way.
Ai Kim: Yes… I seriously miss all of my family.. no kiddin. Cute ah? kiss me lah… haha…

NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME LAUGH LUH THIS GIRL.

Had a heated exchange with Momster just now. Then I sat in my Emo chair, with a towel over my head. Found some gum &started chewing furiously. I was still in my PJs, though initially I had no intention of bathing..YET. But whatever. I couldn’t stand being in the same room with her at that time. So there I sat on my Emo Chair, chewing noisily to block out my thoughts.

Momster tried to make peace with me before she left for work. I was still in my Emo chair. I wanted to laugh at her futile attempt. At the same time I felt like crying, cause now I felt guilty. It’s mother’s day tomorrow.

It’s not fair luh. What about what I want? Come on. I don’t want a lot of things. I never ask ANY material shit from my mother like other people’s daughters do. But it’s just this ONE thing… ok, two. But eh, it’s kindar my money too right?

“What if I died all of a sudden? Mie, I only have one sad life. My youth is so short!” I always bring it up &Momster always give in, saying, “Fine. Spend all you want! That’s what you want right?” NO THAT’S NOT WHAT I WANT. I just want us to come to an understanding, an agreement. A compromise. But you don’t compromise with someone like my mother. It doesn’t work like that with her.

Whatevs. Going out to shoot with my broken Canon now. Haiii…my escape.