Keep calm &carry on
May 31, 2008
YAY BOUGHT A NEW NOTEBOOK AAAAAAAAHAHAHA. It’s got black pages this one. Heehee. I swear I reminded me of a small kid opening a new box of crayons. Those with like 101 different colours?(There’s such, right?)
New beginnings, babe. NEW BEGINNINGSSSSSSS.
I still love you though. &you know I’d take you back in a heartbeat.
I’m pathetic that way. But that’s Lela for you. Don’t be sad for me. Just stand by me &hold my hand &be there when I need you &lend me your shoulders &your ears &Kleenex. Or just your presence. Your love. Or a hug.
But then I’m so messed up in my own shit, I forget you’re in yours too. So don’t be sad. I’ll stand by you &hold your hand &be there when you need me to &I’ll lend you my shoulders though you have to bend a bit la cause I’m short &I’ll definitely give you a listening ear &Kleenex &my presence &my love. Or thousand hugs.
(Anthony Hamilton’s Dear Life on repeat, dok. Hence the mushiness. HAHA. Aww, but it’s such a beautiful song:
Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it feels like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.)
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My eyesight got me into trouble again.
The hours
May 31, 2008
We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep; it’s as simple and ordinary as that. A few jump out of windows or drown themselves or take pills; more die by accident and most of us, the vast majority, are slowly devoured by some disease or, if we’re very fortunate, by time itself. There’s just this for consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem, against all odds and expectations, to burst open and give us everything we’ve ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) know these hours will inevitably be followed by others, far darker and more difficult. Still, we cherish the city, the morning; we hope, more than anything, for more.
-Michael Cunningham
“Do you think you can get over him?”
“No,” came my reply so spontaneously, I scared myself. Like I didn’t have to think about it. I looked at myself in the mirror, wondering where the fuck it came from. The sound of the flush at the background broke my reverie. The water had stopped running, but my hands were still under the tap. I pressed down the tap again &reached for more soap. That was the third time I washed my hands. I didn’t even use the toilet, really.
“I think you can,” Zaf said, as she got out of the cubicle to wash her hands. “I think you can get over him.”
She sounded so sure that I almost believed her. Thing is, I don’t wanna get over him. He really is the best thing to have ever happen to me.
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Protected: Momster strikes
May 28, 2008
Now I can go on my way
May 28, 2008
AWWW. SHO CUTE.
I wish I could hug every single fucking one of you in class today. But I can’t. Cause I’m shy that way. (I’d LOVE to see Yuwen’s reaction, just cause I CAN. HAHAHAHAHA. She’d be like, wtf Lela?GAY IS IT? YUH, A LIL BIT! HAHA!)
It’s Wany’s 20th birthday today 
WE SURPRISED HER 
MY GIRLS PLUS KIM, ELTON &KHAIRUL, &EERA(belated birthday girl). Cake was good. Gave the leftovers last slice to AndyO.
Ya ya I know I told you I’m over my broken camera. BUT IT STILL SUCKS. Ya, Farid lent me her Olympus but it’s hardly the same isn’t it??? I miss my Canon Powershot S3IS 
Anyways, moving on to less depressing stuff.(grr.)
Oh yea Wany’s surprise But eh, until I get them pictures I ain’t saying anything;PPPP Yea, I’m a tease that way.
I want to be YOUR girlfriend ;)
May 28, 2008
The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. Comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.
1. How are you feeling today?
No camera boring
May 27, 2008
Search Engine Terms
These are terms people used to find your blog.
Today
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| kelakar | 2 |
| where is my lela | 1 |
| rebus sheets | 1 |
| i love you but i cant talk to you | 1 |
| open up your mind | 1 |
| what’s that mean when a boy shakes | 1 |
This thing is damn cool 
Where is my Lela? Hoh she’s right here awright. Just never with you half the time. But that’s her problem. Speaking of which. Shit la. Andy???Have I writen anything offensive again????
HAHA. (Understatement of the year.)
Save yourself! - Lela is annoying after 6
May 27, 2008
School..in a way, makes everything OK.
THE HELL IT DOES.
Supposedly we came to school early just to rehearse through our presentation slides. BUT NOOO. I JUST HAAAD TO SAY, “Guys? I read through them slides? &I feel it’s lacking something somewhere.” Aisya Farid’s face drained colour……Pointed out some missing information which “kindar relevant lei, don’t you think?”.
Let’s just say, the last 2hours were HORRID. KANCHIONG, DOK. Tutorial was at 3.10pm, we were still in the computer lab at 2.55pm, finalizing our slides. Finalizing doesn’t mean like add colours, animation, or pictures. BUT NEW ACTUAL SLIDES WITH NEW FOUND INFORMATION. Like we were still on the net, researching on tracheostomy tubes. Why are there SOOO many types of trach tubes, MYGODDDDDDDD.
Imagine my surprise that it was actually quite a good presentation. HOR????? K, so I rushed towards the summary. Whatever. I’m a rushist.
Am actually waiting for AI KIM to send me them pictures we took when we went Seletar Reservoir that Friday. UH HUH UH HUH. WHICH EXPLAINS THE UPDATED FLICKR. UH HUH UH UHUHH. I shot with my MOTORAZR. Until I get them pictures, I won’t say ANYTHING about that Friday. That beautiful Friday. Haii. In the meantime:
I thought it was over but it’s not
May 25, 2008
Search Engine Terms
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Today
| Search | Views |
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| snakepeople name | 1 |
| why razor phone just blinking | 1 |
| photos lovers shaking | 1 |
| hypocount | 1 |
| lela ismail | 1 |
| how to give out lesbian vibes | 1 |
| fool me twice saying | 1 |
| come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnn baby | 1 |
| i’m just asking you to hold me | 1 |
| a hundred miles from home | 1 |
Huh. Ok. Haha. Someone googled me. COOL. ……Sure, there’s someone out there with my name.. &I think it’s damn cute how people out there are also experiencing the same problem with the MOTORAZR like I did when I first had it? Haha. Oh ya &I have the answers to how to give out lesbian vibes. Lesbian vibes huh… I LIKE come onnnnnnnnnnn baby. Hahahaha. Yea, baby COME ONNNNNNN. I’m just asking you to hold me.
Sigh.
I’m spinning in circles I can’t stop
I thought it was over but it’s not
I’m in love
With a fool
And you don’t know what you’ve lost
It hurts from the bottom to the top
I thought it was over but it’s not
You are the world within the world that I exist
May 24, 2008
V.Jnal TIME! (purposely made it to sound like vaginal. Yea I’m sick that way.)
Hoh it’s gotten waaay more thicker than that now(cause this was taken with the Canon 3weeks ago. Aww, I’ll miss taking macro shots.)
