You excite me to a creepy level

“Ela, amaciam? Join me go gym? Angkat some besi.” (Lift some weights.)
“Yer. Seandainya besi yang angkat aku.” (Weights lift me.)

Idk if you notice this change in me…my sisters pointed it out that I’m more melayu lately. Not malay. MELAYU. HAHA. I was like, what do you mean????

“Normally you always speaking 99% in English. Even at home. But now, you’re embracing your inner minah rep.” (Though Killer reckoned I was more an Ah Lian with humour of a Minah Rep. WELL SHE SHOULD KNOW EY>>>???)

It’s all very new to me……HAHAHAHHA.

Come to think of it…quite true. I don’t care about forming proper sentences anymore. It’s been long gone since I started nursing. It’s easier to speak singlish. Eh. Not inner minah rep. Inner true blue Singapolean! A mix of engrish, malay &cheena. &anyways we’re constantly shaped by our surroundings. &what’s the most significant, &influential surrounding for me like over the past years?? THE HOSPITAL, OF COURSE. Nobody cares how well you speak in the hospital. For us nurses that is. As long as you’re understooded(I mean, you can be understood), &you don’t serve wrong drugs to your patients.

But I still wanna be a writer though:PPPPPPP I’m sure I can still channel the English-Speaking shit in me. HAHA MACAM P. Though that’s not necessary. Cause I grew up reading English novels written by English people, so I felt I must write like them. Now I figure, it’s to stop trying to copy them, &to start writing LIKE ME. &THIS IS HOW I WRITE. I know I’ll have to up myself, but for now I’m content:)))

I have a feeling my grandparents are having more fun than I do..(they’re at JB AGAIN) &this is my so-called year break. PFFT. Even Lina’s getting ready for gym, &then I’ll be here, alone at home. With the cats. Speaking of which, I thought this morning Momster did whacked me butt with the laptop(mine’s the old, ancient, thick laptop). But acherli, it was just Babat Boy. Springing on me.(I was on the sofa.) So that’s how I got up today luh.

I has a weird dream!!!!!!!!!

I second this

It was enough time to see that everything has changed for me

I got up to Momster hitting me rudely with the pillow. I was sleeping face down, arse to the world. Or at least, to Momster &the pillow she was hitting me with. She sounded angry. I couldn’t figure what about. Actually, I could, but I couldn’t pick out one out of a possible 10000001 things that would piss her off at—I reached for my phone tucked underneath me—8am! SERIOUSLY. &yet I couldn’t even be bothered to tell her to stop. Just not the head, I was willing.

She gave me one final hit over the head.

I stuffed my phone back &went back to sleep, only to wake to an sms at 9ish. I had to. It was vibrating in my face &the voice of Larry Solimon was bursting my ear drums, kindar.

“Amazing,” Momster quipped. She was watching television, looking slightly annoyed at being interrupted by my ringtone. “You woke to an sms but not to me hitting you with a pillow.”

“Try the laptop next time,” I said, giving her a peck on her head.

“Don’t think I won’t.”

Mental note to self: hide laptop.

I found my soulmate

You guys know how I am with CAPS &…how I have this fannoying habit of adding an exaggerated amount of the last alphabet to any word like thisssssssssssssss… Well &THEN THERE’S APRIANI.

there will be more &there will always be me says:
apr (:
there will be more &there will always be me says:
whats your password uH!
there will be more &there will always be me says:
poke poke

αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
OHMGGGGGG HONEY
αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
its damn embarrassing

there will be more &there will always be me says:
so long uh

αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
ima delete it!!!!!!!!!!

there will be more &there will always be me says:
oh i thought that’s your pw for a second
there will be more &there will always be me says:
HAHA
there will be more &there will always be me says:
WHYY
there will be more &there will always be me says:
DON T LUH

αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
okehokeh i tell you!!!!!!

there will be more &there will always be me says:
HEHEHEHHEHEHEHE

αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
but sssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
αpr (: supz lovetart. says:
HAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

HAHAHAHHAHA. What can I say. I’ve met my match:DDDDDDD

Anyone can find anything wrong with this?

GRRRRRRRR. How did that happen??? Even my cable broke. DONT ASK. HAHA. I’m SO MAD AT BABATBOY. So fat, jump on my laptop some more luh!!! Buggerrrr.

Luckily it’s only Z.

OMG. Zaf~!! HAHA. Oh no!!

Actually, today had been superb. But that shall be in the next entry because ..not nice luh!!! What with this entry started so..wrong…so, yuh My godd..I need to do something with the way I blog:S because apparently it’s beginning to resemble a transcript of clueless. NYAHHHHS.

Please come again

Appalled? Aren’t you?

GAH.

I’m sorry to say there will be more, &there will always be me.

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Agyness Deyn

I know I told Zafira I was gunna keep the hair long. As in, stay the fuck away from the hairdresser for the next, idk, 3months?(I cut every month &the last was…after my first exam paper, which was MORE THAN A MONTH AGO). Anyways, Zaf had enquired why. I told her, feminine clock tickin(I was buzzin’ high on you..yea that was the period where we were climaxing. The Orgasm period…but that’s all over now!!! Now I feel like a haircut. &it’s perfect cause that’s where SHE comes in. Why is this in bracket??This shouldn be in brackets!!! This should be IN BOLDDDD &UNDERLINED).

It’s Agyness Deyn.

How can anybody be ‘masculine’ yet so feminine at the same time??? That’s Agyness Deyn.

AGYNESS DEYN GALOREEE

Kejab hujan, kejab panas…ingat kelakar kepe

Cis. Malay title. This the first

I bought this

&ta daaa

STFU

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Hello it’s me again

Schuyler Fisk - Hello

Hello it’s me again/a whole lot’s changed since i left and/i don’t know i guess i felt like checking in

i wonder who you’re loving now
i’m guessing we won’t work things out

Lean like a *******

You know, I’m a fuck for bursting bubbles. My own, at that. Inaction is the result of my many downfalls. Aiya. I just hate making choices when it comes to you. Phobia, dok. Cause the last one was badly, fuckably made. I’m still reeling delirious from the outcome. &then I feel like I’m speaking alien. Haha!!!

Met up with Ali today Luuuckily I didn’t burst this one!!!! Cause seriously, it was raining &that brought me down(I realized it could be because of me, cause I was wearing my undies inside out…) &there was this false alarm luh…we thought Philip disappeared, cause he was nowhere to be found &it had been 2hours. Normally he’d be amongst us, being a menace. But he just got a nice hiding place to sleep at. Bugger… Kecik2 tak nak mampos. Dah besar menyusahkan orang. HAHA.

Aisyah Johari called when I was about to leave &was caught up for a bit. Hence LATEEE, OMG. Even Ali was a little alarmed when she called to say she had reached, &I was only just waiting for the bus! But yes Sorry!!! Never again, will I be late. Never again, will you have to wait. Neverrrr. Chey, nyanyi kepe.

It had been fun today. What can I say…it’s been a while. I hope it’s been therapeutic for her like it’s been for me. Cause I felt soooooo light after letting out. I’m so glad I did, mannnn. To her, of all. I guess I was lucky Cause the amazing thing was she totally gets me Except maybe our way of looking at the big picture, different. But at the end of the day, we’re both girls &we still yearn the same thing. Whether or not we’ve been a *beep*, or almost one. I love ya, babe.