That flyest thing that makes me lose my mind

It was 0545 when this guy chatted me up at the bus stop that Friday morning. I was like stuffing my face with peanut butter &chocolate sandwich when he sat next to me & was like, “You nurse uh?”

No I’m a freaking mermaid.

“Yes.” I smiled my best I-am-a-nurse-turn-over-let-me-scrub-your-back smile.

He asked me stuff about nursing &I found myself lying through my teeth most of the time. “Yes it’s a great career. Yes, I enjoy it(I do, to an extent). Yes it’s my interest(but not the ultimate). Yes if your sister is into it, you should encourage her(TELL HER TO RUN FOR THE LIFE WHILE SHE STILL CAN).”

I was initially into it myself. But what did I knew then? NADA. Please don’t make the same mistake I did. Nursing is not for the mellow. “You’re too creative to be a nurse,” Lina just got back from NAFA open house &was nagging at me. “What a waste of talent!” THANKS, I THINK? AS IF I’M NOT BEATING MYSELF ENOUGH FOR THAT. Might as well make use of what I have now right? BUT YOU SEE, I WANT TO WANT THIS LIKE THE OTHERS BUT IT’S SO HARD CAUSE I WANT SO MUCH MORE.

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Just when I thought morning was getting rather mundane for me…

&then I saw my Dr.S

S FOR SEX, S FOR SWOON. S FOR SMITTEN. S FOR SWEET TIGHT ASS. That’s a double S for ya!

“How does he look like?”
“Idk. I only look at his behind.”

I’m a butt person, ok?

His face is even better.

I have 2days, just 2days! Because I know I won’t get to see that flyest doctor after Tuesday. Sian.

Unless I get admitted &pray he’d pick my case or something. Oh, it doesn’t work that? Guess I’ll have to stalk him. Or corner him &tell him, “Can I have a photo?” Like we did to Dr.J for Evelyn at the previous ward37 posting. Hehehehhe. She still shows it off sometimes. HEHEHEHHEHE.

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Did I tell ya it rain on friday. Took the shuttle bus to Simei MRT. Sat on top on Nools cause there weren’t any space. They made fun of how my legs couldn’t touch the floor.

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I was 10minutes late for my paper. Luckily Teresa’s like super understanding.

I couldn’t concentrate because I was getting hypoglycaemic. Must…eat… So when Teresa offered me pineapple tarts, I didn’t hesitate.

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I bumped into this skater friend on the way out of campus. &I swear he’s the coolest guy in the world.

I still haven’t quite ask him for his name. &he for mine. I wonder why. Must do so the next time I see him(I always say this). So we could hang out. Nothing beats catching skaters on action.

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I texted Rush at 1830 ish.

“Hungry.”
“I’ll be at banqs in 10.”

&that’s what friends are for Thanks for the company, Rasheedi. &the conversations I know I can never have with anybody else. I appreciate it probably more than I showed. See you next Friday? This is me, pushing my luck. Hahaha.

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P.S. Momster was like, “Is this gunna be something permanent?” She looked wary &it was worrying me a little. I didn’t reply her, &for some reason she seemed glad I didn’t.