Haha actually my face can count. Nevertheless…this is what happens when you give Hannan the camera.

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K let’s just say,

I HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY PARTY/SURPRISE EVER. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. MY FAVORITE PEOPLE IN ONE PLACE TOGETHER.

K, it’s just damn surreal la. Seeing like..Aisya next to Rasheedi. Hannan next to Zaf. &then there’s Kama next to Luqman(new member kepe:D) Sitting in a circle, playing cards. Laughing. Having fun. Macam a clash. Peirce meets Nursing mates. CHEY. SURREAL.

But I loike

Enjoyed EVERY second of today. I hope you guys too. Although I’m sorry I didn’t really show much…HAHA. Lela cool per. Nah, it just takes a lot.. to want to see me lose it. Anyways, even though you guys were AWESHUM at keeping it low-profile, I had my suspicions. I’m not that oblivious hor. I just played along with you guys, trying to be easy, not wanting to make your lives difficult. You guys probably thought I was soooo slenger, but no lor I played it cool, I just went with your flow. Your very inconsistent flow, might I add…seriously. “I go toilet uh! Cannot tahan already!” “Eh one more round of Stress can? Addicted uh.”…

Seriously…

Duh I took pictures BUH THAT SHALL BE IN ANOTHER ENTRY. Cause right now?I am so happy I could sleep.

..Knowing me, I’d sneak in a preview of what you will expect tomorrow.

The people who made today possible:

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OOOOOOOHHH I kindar just set up My Johari Window over there on the side I’d truly appreciate if you’d participate… IT WOULD BE A REALLY GREAT BIRTHDAY GIFT. You can remain anonymous if you want! EHEHEH THANK YOU ILY! Ya, ya I know we already did the activity during Andy’s tutorial today, but come onnnn. Though I appreciate all the wonderful compliments you scribbled on the piece of paper that’s been scotchtaped thrice to my back(stupid shit cannot stick), I believe you are more creative than that CHEY LELA TAK PUAS HATI.

You’d be surprised the words your friends use to describe you. I was. Pleasantly surprised. WHOAA I AM COOL?????????? Nobody else in class is labeled cool except yours truly. Kekeke.

“Curly!” Yuwen hollered, albeit belated.

“Hahah can also la.”

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For for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
For for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
Phew, for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

Home.

My family can be an annoying bunch. Sometimes I want to run away from them, far far far away. &violently disregard any sort of association with them. Ah, what else is new. (Practice some discretion, guyssss…seriously.)

My friends can be a (cute) annoying bunch as well. Ah, idk how else to put this. My peripheral vision is still pretty much intact, guys. Ehehe. Takpurr la. Looking forward to..this Saturday.

“Have a good weekend, guys!” Wee exclaimed before she left. I was like, pfft. But Zaf was all optimistic. “Of course,” she said with a conspiratorial wink. Then I reflected: “OH YA HOR.” Zaf found it terribly amusing that SHE had to remind me of my birthday. Wow. I guess I’m way too caught up with bullshit that is school &presentation.

Speaking of which:

dkgjsakgj kasjg a’gksfgagjsjn jgsajgajg ajfojghfgajkg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!x1928u curyh!

K moving on

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When you were here before, couldn’t look you in the eye
Just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather in a beautiful world
I wish I was special, you’re so fucking special

You know how when you see someone, &then your heart skips a beat? You choke on your own voice. You’re not even sure that you’re breathing &your train of thoughts go all haywire. &then she’s gone… You forgot what you were doing before you saw her. You took a moment to find your ground. Your friends are waiting for you to come back down. Damn, such extraordinary moment, I thought I’d only dream of. But it happened to me today.

Sneak preview a bit la eh

“Come on, he obviously felt something for her.” … Idk how to tell them about our connection, like certain phenomena, it resists analysis and proofs. There are different times during the day when I absolutely know he’s thinking about me. I feel like he’s summoning me, silently telling me how much he longs for me too. I keep thinking of what he said to me: “We’ll know when the time is right.” … “You’re sick from this. Look at this - your poor arm. It’s like a stick. She’s not eating. She’s living off her guts.” “That’s not love.”

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Today yours truly was strangled by The Insane Woman. Haha. Hai, no matter how much she loves me, Kama can never be, has never been, a fan of my ‘fro. WHYYEEE. WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO EMBRACE ITTTTT. Ceh, macam p.

July is gunna be a bloody one. Trust you me.

I’m sorry cause I only managed to complete my report today. I didn’t touch the presentation on VRE Management, nor did I even THINK about the video for the website. (This is where Farid will let out a furious cry, “LELA!!! APER PUNYER LEADER NIE???”)

Oh well. I did went out to shoot. Well, define out.

More here.

Oh ya. I wasn’t kidding about the title. I am sorry I cut my hair(just recently Eve complimented on how feminine I looked. &then I went around &did this:

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(Just visiting? Take the free test and determine your personality type!)

Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.

As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative

These subjects could interest youl

literature, philosophy, psychology, music, art (museums), writing, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, handicrafts, writing, voluntary work

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Disclaimer: Accurate shit! WHO’S A DREAMY IDEALIST LIKE ME? (Please share YOUR results:D!! Can check compatibility lei.)

Time: 1:36am. I AM DONE WITH FYP. For now. For Friday. For the weekend, HOPEFULLY!that the slides don’t come back to me with problems. Sigh. But anyways. It is the weekend already

Weekend is good, even though I know I’ll probably spend it doing the stupid VRE Management presentation that’s like 10000000times worst than FYP(at least FYP is heading somewhere). &then I’ve that report to do. Stupidfuck. I might need hot mocha latte for that one.

Weekend is still good.

I haven’t showered lei, seeing that I haven’t left the computer since I got back. Not bad, considering 1)I don’t smell so bad. & 2)I was damn into FYP, damn determined to commit, UNTIL I COMPLETED IT THERE &THEN. First time! I didn’t even break for toilet/to play with my cats. Although I did stray &chat on MSN for a bit. &then the usual internet surfing…

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I’ve decided the coolest birthday gift to me from..me:D!! Kindar. Well. I could only pray it goes smooth, &stick to the ideal as closest as possible.